Saturday, August 29, 2009

Don't Understand

hey guys

there's dis girl i noe... n i cant stop looking at her... im not saying i like her or anything, n im not saying i dont like her...
i just dont understand what it is... each time i look at her(of course she will look back) its like we're talking to each other happily, smiling, laughing together...
she's always cheerful, never seems to be sad or anything
n each time i see her go, i would always feel something missing in me...(im not saying i like her!)
i cant tell her name of course but i can tell u dis
her name starts with M _ _ _ _ _
don worry Maryam, its not ur name
im too young to think abt all dis... even if im already 14
well, i'll just hav to keep looking at her...haha
but inshallah, i'll find a way to talk to her

just a poem i made:
When did my feelings get so deep
Why did they take that big long leap
Going from friend to crush
What a rush
And I don't think she knows

Since when did her smile make me go weak
Since when did her tears make mine start to leak
Why does this happen when I'm always so strong
When people called me Superman I guess they were wrong
And I don't think she knows

When she talks I cant help but watch her lips
To notice their shape and curves when they dip
Wait, why am I looking? I don't even know
And I cant help but wonder if she even knows

Her beautiful eyes are nothing like ours
They're so deep and bright you'd believe they were stars
They pour forth emotions in raging rivers
They could make even me believe that Santa always delivers
And still she has no idea

Her body is perfection though she denies it
It makes my head spin with every glance I give
She could put any man under her spell
But she doesn't know how I feel and I don't think I'll tell

I love how she looks and who she is
And how she makes me feel like this
I love how she's beautiful and smart with a heart so strong
And how she lives every day like nothing could go wrong
Still she hasn't got a clue

Now school is at an end on the 11th at noon
I wonder if she cares that I'm moving soon
We're parting that day after schools many months
I just wish I could have tell her just once

Now that I've said it with my poetic skill
I don't think she knew, and now she never will

till now, bye guys

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